College Consciousness Forever

I miss staying up trying to find the truth we kept  inside i miss pretending them saying our worth was in a book of lies that truth never ever chose to despise but i wish in this sea of saying someone would realize that  all the myths that honor gifts to the treacherous and lecherous spies i don’t want your gifts i read all your myths  and your tainted cries yet your tears only shield what forever after meant to reveal my intent is not to show but reveal that as far as we think we go we only go as far as what we believe that is real…

There is an understanding between those who share experiences it can be as deep as those who take blood oaths  or some other social  connecting entity that binds you to infinity, but what it could also be is just some silly crazy reason for your you to become weirdly close enough to my metaphorically I that somehow soulful cosmic you what you pretend to know cosmically know doesn’t mean that the world will be the same when you …

remember or pretend I am not sure when you will be reading this reason to comprehend.

I suppose we had it coming

Just Say No-2Censored but never silenced.  The voice of reason has been charged with treason.  This experiment has gotten out of control and we as the control group have never been told these random acts are no more random than the pretendence of equality therefore hypocrisy and democracy become the same thing and you and I merely a ssn now a commodity bought sold and traded as Dow Jones oddity I suppose we had it coming, gullible soldiers on the front lines tired of running, how many lives would it take for masses to wake they are gearing up and we will be out gunned the question is what you gone do when there is no where and I mean no where left to run?

Silence will not save us

Mtrix_pillsThe things we hold sacred have been lost to the matrix; blue pill or red.  We have all been misled.  Silence will not save us, long been sold, long been bred but they now no longer need us – read the book of the dead.  So they wonder while we wait, what will become of our fate in the land of milk and honey what will they do without no money?  How do we watch the world decay and pretend it’s the only way? If you knew the truth of what life meant would you take the blue anyway?


I merely speak poetically

Moms&Pops-4How do things so easily go over your head?  I could see if i were speaking a different language or even in tongues or some sort of Ebonics vernacular not known to everyone.  I merely speak poetically, which translates to the heartbeat rhythm becoming sound and if u never stop to listen, you will never feel the sun nor the moon nor earth nor the life sustaining water that springs forth from your sacred space. Stop imagining all these superficial things and trust that you made it through. Stop giving others credit and know that you are the source of all power as long as you believe it true. Stop letting them control and devour the force hidden deep within you.  Trust that you know secrets that they will never see through but use your powers for good because there is divinity in you beneath this flesh, bone and blood lies a soul ever aching, waiting to be born

of that which i had cursed…

how do i please thee

so easily blue

so quick to eruption

yet painfully true

her heart bares a silence

that is soulfully new

creatively mischief

how did i become the fool

fought so long to find favor

what i found was a friend

one to laugh at all my anger

not as mockery

but to show the hypocrisy

of that which i had cursed

for in my misery

she would cling to me

while convincing me

of my worth

so i thank her with my verse

and as a poet that is my death

all the flesh and blood that I have left…

I Thank You

Guarded Heart

Selena's Guarded heart A guarded heart shall never receive nor give its full love potential,

It defers emotion as a means of protection,
Bound by the lack of honesty and trust,
Weary of the deepest commitments
Afraid to expose what makes it special,
Its surrounded by skepticism and doubt,
Always in search of the next disappointment,
Unable to be forthwith and aloud,
It hides while whispering lies to itself.

A guarded heart will never learn anew,
for it holds fast to what has already past,
difficult to convince that it too deserves to be free,
Free from a contemptuous virtue,
And uninhibited from the untruths,
But yet it remains caged in the house that it weakens so…and it hides, While whispering lies to itself.

A guarded heart wants desperately to love,
To give, receive, and commit to what feels right,
It believes in true love but knows pain oh too well,
Misguided by hearts that before weren’t genuine,
The guarded heart is confused and lonesome,
It longs for a partner to prove its faithfulness,
Alas, it hides still, whispering lies to itself.

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My Frugal Valentine: Cook For Her

ProfilePic1Let’s face it fellas this is one holiday that is definitely not for us. If you are like me and don’t really get caught up in the commercialization of Valentine’s Day but happen to be dating someone who does (namely almost every woman in America…lol) then here are a few tips that will allow you to stay true to your conviction, save you a little money and most importantly get you some well-deserved snuggle with your lady. For the next few days leading up to the big day Saturday, I will be posting some tips that will get you through this Valentine’s days in style earning you major cool points and some serious between the sheets time.
Cook For Her
Of course every restaurant in America will be crowded on February 14th, especially since it falls on a Saturday this year, but If you are like me and know your way around a kitchen find out what one of her favorite dishes are and prepare that for her. It doesn’t have to be super fancy unless you possess the skills to make that happen just put your heart into it. Of course light the candles turn on the smooth jazz or whatever music sets the mood for you two and just enjoy each others company.
Now for culinary challenged brothers you have a few options the first option is to get a trusted third party to pre prepare a meal that you can reheat in the oven and present as though you made it. (A word of caution no matter how well an Ex can cook it’s never a good idea to have her perform the pre prepared meal.)
If this option does not work for you then the second option is to order carry out from one of her favorite restaurants and have the table already set when she arrives this way she won’t know where the meal came from. Last but certainly not least is dessert you must have something sweet and delicious after the meal find out what her favorite is and make it happen, but don’t overdo it save some of those sweet treats for the evening festivities.
Side-note: if you are dating her then she knows that you cannot cook and won’t for a minute believe that you actually prepared these meals but not to worry she will still be flattered by your efforts and unless you do something incredibly stupid during dinner then you should be generously rewarded by the end of the night.

Check back tomorrow for Tip #2: My Creative Valentine: Recite Her Poetry