There comes a time in every life when one must go inside to find whatever it is that their destiny holds. You may not always find the ideal answer but you will find truth and whether you are able to deal with this truth or not will determine your walk from this point forward.
Denial is the enemy here. Resist the urge to deny the mirrors reflection. Cognitive dissonance will try and convince you that you are more or less than this moment of truth. Embrace it and move forward from this point, ordering your steps the truth that has revealed itself.
I wrote “the lonely only one knows” at a low point and not to say that it delivered me but it was very therapeutic none the less. It reminded me that all those things that had been hidden from me, even my very soul is knowable if i would only do the soul-work. .
i think they all have just resorted to guessing, no more testing they just ask you for the symptoms while spinning the pharmaceutical wheel of (making them) fortunes, playing an intricate game of try these pills next and so long as your insurance can cover the spread they keep rolling the dice on your life but what they fail to tell you is that those dice are loaded in their favor and even if they crap out they still wont lose. Its a game as old as time bet on both sides and you always win and just like all bookies, dealers, doctors, healers, and false teachers they are all but middlemen for the truly corrupt of this land and their sole mission is to deal, doctor, bandage and proctor but mostly make sure that their there when you are in need…Beware the Witch(which) Doctors.
…anything to keep us from truth proof is in pudding but in pudding ain’t no
proof Americas dad raping wannabe’s easy to imagine but hard to conceive
gotta sell the bullshit to the youth cause the children are our future and the
futures on the loose chasing idol images of God hollowed be the Jordan
kicks they worship as their lord propaganda slanderizing fiends media
blaming victims while they build their war machines catering to our lowest
form of self they focus on our greed so we forget our basic needs in search
of things that only brings us death their forcing Armageddon too many of
us left the tricks they tried backfired to the left now they try to hide
democracy when we stand against hypocrisy no longer will they hide
behind the lies for we are voyeuristic warriors revealing all their crimes
eventually they will realize the truth that we share a common enemy who
provided us the noose divide and conquer orchestrated lies justifying
genocide through eugenic darwin eyes could go on and on but this is
where ill end peace be unto those who seek and see a peaceful end…
Mere moments from cannibalism, I taste your flesh and learn the depths of my addiction. I need to know that you know how much I need you and this hunger will only intensify as you tease and temp and taste my rage. Immortal is the man who shakes the hand of fate and in so doing becomes himself the bearer of the burdens of men. Its easy to sell ones soul but far more cruel to barter for its return but here I am whats left of the shell of a man deformed beyond recognition but still in Love…to be continued